Hi, I am in big trouble, I am not even sure if it is correct that I am here and bothering others with my insecurity. But lately I feel strange, not complete, somehow. I do feel that I can do something else, to feel something else. Just…. can’t explain to my self. I am in 40’s and now I am wandering….. so silly, I know. But saw a man in the gym and got stange feeling, he told me to not stare so much, that I am obvious! I did not know what to answer. Kind of lost….. Thank you for any advice, any idea. Mille grazie! E scusate se non scrivo in Italiano, faccio meglio in Inglese. Grazie